soft.and.gentle

"If I had to choose a way to die, it'd be with you, in a goosebump infested embrace."

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

11:27 PM

Every addiction, she said, was just a way to treat this same problem. Drugs or overeating or alcohol or sex, it was all just another way to find peace. To escape what we know. Our education. Our bite of the apple.

Ok, well, I didn't want to post again until I had my comment section up. But, haven't quite gotten that far yet.

How is life? Or lack of it?

Exciting news in my life: Going to Bright Eyes in January, and the Used again in Febuary. I'm hitting up the concerts this year...using the ol credit card....

I am currently reading "Choke" by Chuck Palahniuk and "She" by Saul Williams. I am trying my best to get caught up with missed school work, but as you can tell, I am not doing so well...being as I am posting and what not.

Sometimes weeks go by, and one day I'll ask someone the date and I'll realize how much of my life is a blur. And if that isn't scary enough...

I always talk as if in the future things will be better. Is it human nature to lie to yourself?

Some days I hide. Monday I didn't go outside until it was dark out.

Thanksgiving sucked. It was a very...ummm..dramatic weekend. But I will spare you all the details.

Figure out a way to comment, or I'll hate you forever.

Think of spoiled cat food and ulcerated cankers and expired donor organs. That's how beautiful she looks.

// posted by Monday

Friday, November 19, 2004

1:59 PM

What? You guys thought I could stay away forever???

So yea, I took my break. Big freaking deal. I am so fickle. You should have known I was coming back. Why mess with perfection:D Or not...

My life, or so it seems, is about as stable as....well...I got nothin.

I could stay in bed for days. I should really keep a tally of how many times I say that on my site. In any case...

Here I am bleeding my eyes out, pouring my soul out, begging for acceptance.

My creative energy is gone. If you want something to read, go to the library. Read Animal Farm by George Orwell. Then write a book report and send it to me. I will then post it up on my site. If it's good enough...

I saw the Used in concert awhile back. It was orgasmic. I love the sexual energy of crowds. Read No Gets Out Alive. The biography of Jim Morrison. It talks a lot about the sexual energies of crowds. Wait, a book can't talk...

My whole existence is flawed.

// posted by Monday

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